and darling.

so, jeez, i'm like super nervous writing this mainly because i'm not exactly sure what to write. i am really bad at writing out how i truly feel. also, i'm not really sure what your feelings are both toward me and our predicament in general. what i will say is this, i really really like you. more than i think i realized at first. i wake up in the morning and think, "i hope she slept safe last night and i hope the day goes well", and when i go to bed at night after a terrible day, i hold my binder close and fall asleep because it makes me feel safe. you make me feel safe. invincible almost. like i could do just about anything i set my mind to. if i'm having a crummy day at school, i just put on my headphones and listen to tegan and sara because they always remind me of you and it cheers me up. i have nothing to offer you, nothing that i can say would honestly take your very breath away. just me. and that's it. all i have to show you is me. i'm not perfect. is anyone, really? nope. but i definitely am nowhere near it. ah, i feel like a fool. this is everything i can think of right now, but i'm sure there is definitely more.