...in the company of you. oh but i do, i do. i think i've lost count of how many times i've actually blogged about this, but it
still runs through my head. i don't know what to do about it. sometimes i wish we'd never met. it would make things a lot easier, because i wouldn't have to try and come up with how to forget you. it's impossible to get someone to like you, but for a while.. you did like me. well, that's what you said. as to whether i actually completely believe you is a different story.. everything inside of me wants to believe you, but i can't say i really did. yet i do. im a walking contradiction, aren't i? i suppose i just have to learn how to look at things realistically rather than idealistically.
"tell everyone i hate you and i'll blame the above"
..i wish i knew how to do that.
"I wish we'd never met. It would make things a lot easier, beacuase I wouldn't have to try and come up with how to froget you." I like that, I can totally relate...
ReplyDeletebut at the moment I'm listening really hard to Kate Cooper's lyrics from Camp Out..."I'd let you know I'd do this all again, just to get where I am"
It's a sucky feeling wanting something you can't have. :(