i get away.

i separate myself from everything and everyone that's always on my mind by building my fort and just going away... for whatever amount of time. most people probably think i'm crazy. like, "wtf? you're sixteen and building forts to 'get away' from your girl troubles?!" ..yes, i am. and it works... most of the time. i just don't really know what to do with all of these feelings i go through, so rather than go to old, self-destructive habits every time, i build a fort occasionally.